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Tuesday, February 17, 2004
I'm tired. I'm seriously tired. Went back to IJ to sell fun-o-rama tickets today... It was pathetic. Managed to sell only one. Maybe it could be because only about 30 other IJ girls decended upon our/their alma mater like a hoarde of hornets. So if every one of us managed to sell at least two (I'm a lousy salesperson), we'd have raised about $300... Which really ain't that bad. But on our own, we would have only sold one each. So I guess that's the advantage of invading your old school with an army of former students all with the sole objective of selling tickets.
Intended to watch Lost in Translation today with Laura... But the show timing was seriously off. So what did we do? We sat around in Lido and just stoned the next hour or so away. I was so exhausted that I fell asleep on the bench with all the noise surrounding me. It's amazing, how you can sleep through anything if you're that worn out. Laura prod me awake and we decided to go to her house so I could sleep properly. Had a delicious nap on Laura's table. Woke up and went back to school again at about 4. Joel Chin called while I was on the bus and totally scared me awake when he said the drama people were all waiting for me again. I was frantic, 'cause I thought I was only supposed to be back after zero period ended. Did some rapid calling around, and realised that I got all flustered over nothing, 'cause there weren't that many people there in the first place. Sighs.
Then the banner business comes along. I'm so tired of chasing people to stay back and paint the stupid banner. Good grief, it's just one miserable banner. Why should I have to do so much persuading to make people stay back and paint so we can quickly get it over and done with? Argh. Got majorly pissed at the world in general today after reaching school again. The banner, the tickets... Even my history tutorial. This has nothing to do with the banner or the people involved in it, but I just gotta let this out. Why do things have such a nasty way of re-surfacing and re-playing themselves in different versions over and over again? I'm sick and tired of people not being able to make up their minds. I'm sick to puking point of rumours that keep re-surfacing, each time as a slightly different or altered version. It's stupid, so so stupid. Maybe I'm letting this get to me, 'cause I'm feeling so grumpy now. Maybe I'm making a big deal out of nothing. But if only the same people who helped with the banner come tomorrow, I'm so tempted to just quit worrying and lay off school until the O-Level results come out. It's really very tempting to, but I can't shirk my responsibilities. It'd be... Wrong. I've been making sure I fulfill my responsibilities for the past 3 years or so. I don't see why I should let this fun-o-rama business get to me and make me do something that's so totally against my nature. Sighs.
To hell with my unfinished homework. I'm gonna shower and snuggle up into bed within the next half hour, or I won't last tomorrow. It'll be a freaking long day. I'm so not looking forward to it.
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