//angela

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//chelsa

//ching joo

//constance

//eileen

//hiro

//ian poh

//jean

//jeanne

//jeanette

//jelly

//john

//khin

//laura

//michelle goh

//michelle lee

//michelle wong

//sam li

//shawn

//sherman

//stella

//trina

//xiang hong

//xiuf

Saturday, February 28, 2004
The O-Level results came out today. I wish it didn't. I really do. It's so surreal... I'm so confused. I didn't do as well as I would have liked - but it wasn't very bad either. It's just the matter of being forced to leave my class 'cause I didn't do well enough. And I don't like that feeling of being forcibly kicked out.

There're so many things swimming around in my head now. Too many different thoughts, all clashing with one another and jamming up the neurons in my head. Causing a major headache and making me feel like absolute crap. Still, I persisted in going out with Trina and pigging out until it was too late to stay out anymore. Still feel quite awful. Can't believe the results are really out. Can't believe I got what I got. Sighs. Everyone around me seems to have done so well. I know I should feel happy for my friends - and that I do - but I can't help feeling a tinge of envy as I congratulate them.

... And ticketing! I have so much to say about it, but I daren't. Not here, anyway. Oh... I feel like I'm going to explode soon. I'm keeping too many things in again. How did all my emotional baggage stack up 'til it's reached this state, all in the space of a single day? Oh dear, oh dear. This isn't any good at all.

heard those magic reindeer click @ 12:24 AM