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Thursday, February 12, 2004
Obviously, there is no limit as to how bad your day can become. Today was total shit. I was completely PMS-ed, although I never really believed in that in the past. The hormones in my body were running amok and wrecking havoc to my mood the entire morning. Don't know why, but I felt like I just had to get the hell out of class this morning. The walls were closing in on me, the air-con was too freaking cold, the people seemed strangely unfamiliar, I was having nauseating cramps, a pounding headache was threatening to split my head... I never felt more disgusting before in my entire life. All the while, this complete sense of depression and irritation was threatening to engulf me. I hate it when I become so fatalistic, so downright sullen. It just isn't me to stay down for too long when in the company of friends. I felt really bad about being so snappish to Laura and Mel today... Think I will do something special for them for Valentine's tomorrow.
Speaking of Valentine's... I'm still dateless. But it's ok I guess. I'll be going out with Trina for lunch this Saturday, so maybe it's good that we've got the lunch to catch up? Seeing my friends from IJ is like a double-edged sword - there're so many good things... And then there's the bad. I feel really comfortable in their company, but after talking to them, I realise how much I miss IJ. It sucks.
Then there's the European history tutorial I didn't do today. Landed up staying back after school to finish it. Was really annoyed about that, but it was my fault for not doing it in the first place. After realising that, started to feel annoyed with myself for being such a total ass. Argh. It's a vicious cycle, this blame thing.
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