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Sunday, February 15, 2004
Sighs. There really isn't any point in continuing to blog about things that'll get other people disturbed. So today, I shall gripe about Chinese. I'll blog in simple English, not because my entries before these were in any form of intricately formed sentences, but because I feel like my brain's working so slowly today that it's practically crawling backwards.
Chinese. The main bane of my life ever since I started having to learn the wretched subject. I've been having tuition ever since I was in kindergarten, am STILL having tuition now while I'm in junior college, and I forsee myself having to have tuition until the happy day heralding my pass in Chinese finally arrives. Until that day rolls by, I shall plough through the language which has remained such a mystery to me even after 13 years of studying.
Argh. I have a Chinese test tomorrow which I hardly studied for, and I don't wanna study for. I have too many other things on my mind right now... Can't think about Chinese.
I'm a total idiot. I keep telling myself to stop doing stupid things, but doing retarded things seem to come so naturally to myself that it seems almost normal for me. I wish I actually thought more about the consequences, mulled over the possible results and outcomes in my head before actually doing stuff. Then I wouldn't land up feeling so much like a damn fool after it's been done and buried. Sighs.
Resolutions
#1: I shall think before I say or do anything.
#2: I shall think positive. However bad the thing that has happened to me seems, it is NOT the end of the world.
#3: Just THINK.
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9:01 PM
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