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Friday, September 03, 2004
Got quite annoyed at something today. Ohh, I guess I was more disappointed than anything else. But anyways. I'm at home now waiting for the water supply to come back on (silly condo management people cut off our water supply 'cause the pub people are replacing the water meters in the estate). I wanted to wash my cup to pour myself some orange juice. Walked right over to the kitchen sink and put my cup under the faucet. Turned the tap. And nothing came out. Then I remembered those notices they'd stuck all over the estate noticeboards and I decided that the day was only becoming worse.
Oh, but Khin messaged me twice today and made me smile abit! :) Thanks woman! In case you don't bother checking the tag-board, I said that I'll reply your messages via that thing... 'Cause it's the quickest way to do it. Haha. I'm hungry. Gonna take a slow stroll to the pool and grab my lunch like, now. Pan-fried fish with coleslaw and fries is really yummy. :)
I'm really getting quite significantly stumped these days by the stupidest things. And 'cause I know they're stupid, I feel even worse. This year has been pretty bad. Made a lot of wrong decisions earlier on, and... I'm only just finding out how infuraitingly dumb I've been. I just may run for Arts Council or something, but I'm losing confidence in my ability to lead. I think I've just been through tootoo many setbacks this year and my self-confidence level is at an all time low. All the stuff I did last year seems like it all happened a lifetime ago. It's as if in all those GMs where I've had to dish out instructions to 40-plus prefects, it wasn't me standing there and talking but someone else. Someone level-headed and rational, someone who didn't do the stupidest things over and over again. It's almost as if... I'm not me anymore. I don't know what to do. I don't know where I am. Long sigh.
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