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Friday, September 17, 2004
This is getting damn repetitive. Today was a bad day. I'm sad. I'm miserable. I hate my life. Sheesh. I'm getting stuck in a rut.
But today seriously sucked big time okay. Not only was I moody and depressed and blahhh, I was damn bloody PISSED on top of all that. To put it in simple terms, I was both sad and angry. Which doesn't really make for a good combination. Spent about an hour just now on the phone with Trina just being extremely bitchy and whiny and OMG, I would have hated to be talking to myself then. Thanks Tri, for putting up with my foul mood. I wish you were here in ac with me. Then I wouldn't feel so alone sometimes. Sighh. Today sucked partly 'cause of pw. The stupid final draft's due on Monday, and we haven't even started editing our returned first draft yet. I am SO DEAD. And. I have a geog test on Monday. Just tell me HOW???? Waillll. I'm reeeeaaalllyy upset.
I think I'm gonna get a new blog soon. Maybe after all this shit's over. This one's got too many memories for my liking. Too many happy memories that I stupidly didn't cherish enough when everything was just rosy. I wish I could just reach into my mind and chuck out all those happy memories 'cause they just seem to be mocking me in my depression now. I don't WANT to remember anymore. I want to have a severe concussion or anything that'll wipe my memory out and let me live properly again. Gosh, I do sound like I'm totally off my rocker or something. But truth is I'm in such a messed up state now that I feel that I'm slowly losing it. Maybe it's just today. Maybe it'll all be better when Monday comes and goes and both pw and geog are out of my face. Grrrrr. Too many maybes for my liking.
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9:15 PM
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