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Thursday, October 21, 2004
PW nonsense is starting to pile up again. Sickening shit. Exam results are coming out tomorrow. I think it's stupid, how they're just gonna return all the papers at one go. I probably won't even dare to look past the paper on the very top of the stack 'cause the rest of my marks may just shock me silly. Sigh. Life's gonna be veeerrrryy different after tomorrow. Different in a badBAD way.
Anyway, the wr's really due tomorrow. For real this time. The last time I stayed up til 330am in the morning to do it, it was just so they could submit the report to the turnitin software thing that checks for plagarism. I just realised that I don't have any copy of the final FINAL wr anywhere on my computer, 'cause I had edited it in school the last time before submission and saved it in a diskette. Then I stupidly lent out both diskettes to various people. I'm really damn idiotic. GRRRRRRRR. Feel so insecure now, that I can't print out the biblio tonight since I don't have a copy with me.
School today was quite bad. I'm really in a crappy mood these days. Pmsing, maybe? Hmmm. Baaaaaad excuse, I know. But I really felt quite strange today. Like there were these little pricks of irritation every once in a while for no apparent reason. And I haven't been sleeping very well lately either. I've been getting weird disturbing dreams at night that leave me feeling extremely unrested when I get up in the mornings. Deep sigh.
You know, I thought that life after the exams would be a ball. What happened??? But I bought Memoirs of a Geisha today and I think it's a pretty good book. I think my being in this weird mood lately has made me feel more quiet and homey and hence the revival of my appetite for books. Blogging today hasn't made me feel any better. I still feel kinda restless... and annoyed... and irritated... and oh, I don't want my results to come back! Ignorance is bliss, and something I would like to indulge in if it means that learning the truth promises endless days of being grounded and buckets of tears and regret at my non-existent intelligence.
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9:58 PM
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