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Saturday, February 26, 2005
Townned with Tri yesterday and had dinner at Cartel. It was supposed to be to celebrate my end-of-terms! :) Townned today too and had lunch at Crystal Jade. I ate so many xiaolongbaos that I think I'm quitee sick of them now. Heh but I probably won't be sick of them by tomorrow morning.
So after all my town experiences this week, I'm feeling veryvery broke.
I was wondering if the ruling that says we can't go back to school on Saturdays (unless external coaches can't make it on other days) means that it's okay for us to go back on Sundays instead? 'Cause if that were so, it'd make for verrrrry warped logic.
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8:31 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Went out with the pals today! I had every intention of actually BUYING something, but I didn't. :( I can't believe I spent 30 whole dollars on food today! Argh argh what a waste of money. I mean, I'm really not a very food person, so I try to minimise my spending on food. And I ate so much today! 1 Suki Sushi buffet in which I ate 2 handrolls, 1 softshell crab (or maybe half), 1 bowl of crispy salmon skin (hmmm maybe that's half too), 1 bowl of miso soup, 2 crabstick sushis, 1 quarter weird pinkish scallop and Coffee Bean's cheese cake, vanilla latte and half a casear salad. That's a gazillion pounds of kind-of junkfood. Thirty dollars!!
ARGH ARGH. Mildly annoyed.
Everywhere in town had sales going on today. I really wanted to buy something! Sigh. M)phosis had 50% off skirts that actually looked pretty okay. But I got the wrong size to try and the dressing room queue was scarily long so I didn't wanna queue up all over again from the back. So no skirt. Went to Fox at Wisma and wanted to pick up my hot pink camisole but there wasn't my size and the salesgirl was so UGH.
I was looking for my size and she suddenly comes squatting next to me and snatches everything from my hand and growls: "What size you want? I help you take." So I give her a funny look and tell her my size and she looks through the pile. Then: "Sorry no size." I point to another colour and get the same "No size" response. Then I thought she was getting annoyed so I try to help myself so she wouldn't have to trouble herself. And before I know it, she snatches everything from me again and raises her voice: "I said I'LL HELP YOU TAKE. Don't touch." I was like WHAT THE HELL LAH. No way was I gonna buy anything from her. Seriously okay. So when I said "excuseeee ME" gave her a verrrry dirty glare, she hurridly mumbles: "Sorry lah I today very stressed. The customer all anyhow take and put back I VERY STRESSED."
I understand how she might feel stressed but hello, what she did was rather rude.
So I didn't buy my hot pink camisole in the end.
But I did spend 2 bucks on a neoprint with the AApals and we took one with a really particularly spastic act-cute pose. If that picture circulates I think I might just die. Yes but it was quite fun in a retarded kinda way hahah. I walked around a LOT today into manymany shops but I still didn't buy anything. Too bad so saaaad.
Nevermind, I'm saving up for my Zen Micro anywaaay.
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8:46 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
I am dead for geog 'cause I read MINUS 35 degrees as just lousy 35 degrees. The minus sign was minute!
35 degrees and MINUS 35 degrees are poles apart. It's a lot of difference. Seriously!!! I don't know how I read a whole string of isotherms on the map wrongly. Minus 10, minus 20, minus 25, minus 35. ALL WRONG!!
Hello to geog ssp for the rest of my life in acjc. 10 marks gone on the second question isn't exactly a good sign. I think. Argh argh argh. I hate math and math signs.
But any old how.
Terms are overrr!! :))
And I think I need a new layout 'cause Christmas has been over for 2 months already.
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3:48 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
After a long weekend stretching to the Valentine's Day Monday yesterday, I went back to school today. Rather begrudgingly, I might add.
I've decided I don't really like school.
During morning assembly today, I was presented with a post-it from a teacher saying that I'd failed to report for dc last Friday and I'd better go look for her during recess today or she'd smack me with a demerit. What. The. HELL. I wasn't late last Friday. I don't recall being booked last Friday. I was very comfortably early last Friday for the first time in a long time actually, after Ash Wednesday service in the morning. So anyway to cut a long boring story short, I found my form teacher during recess and told her that good grief NO, I wasn't late last Friday wasn't booked last Friday was actually quite early last Friday. Ms Ho said she'd help me check it out and she told me during class time that apparently, some girl who WAS late used my name and class to get herself out of trouble. Leaving me to wonder and think hard about where I was last Friday. Stupidly but luckily for me, she'd cooked up some made up ic number that so wasn't mine. SHEESH MAN. I don't know what to say. Um.. Yes, I still don't know what to say. Whatever okay. I don't even know what to think.
A black chicken ran towards me as I was walking home from the bus stop today. I looked at it in amusement and it stopped on the grass patch next to the pavement and started to wander around looking damn lost. Haha I think the chicken was funny! I was watching some show on Animal Planet about the Chinese zodiac signs and I found out that rabbits are supposed to be gentle, docile, sociable and non-confrontational. All the above describe me pretty well EXCEPT the sociable bit which I find pretty laughable. Sometimes, I feel like the most un-scociable creature on the planet. I think it's 'cause I'm veryvery prone to mood swings and I feel particularly bad if I show my lousy mood so I try to hide it from people but then I feel doubly worse, so my mood swings affect me harder than they really should. I was happy then sad today argh.
Sometimes, people tell me things that remind me that I shouldn't think I'm the most miserable person on earth, though sometimes I honestly feel that way. Like yesterday, I had an sms conversation with my cousin Christian and after that I felt so sad. :( I wish I could make things right for all the people around me whom I love but I CAN'T. And that frustrates me sometimes even though I know that manymany things are beyond my control. Talking to people about their problems takes me out of my own depression and makes me look at things from another perspective, even if this change in perception is only temporary.
Sigh I wonder how God must feel when everyone who does pray for Him to help them sometimes feel that He didn't listen, that their prayers have been unanswered. It must be a tough job trying to make things right for everyone needs help.
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6:35 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Human geog tutorial due tomorrow. Which I HAVEN'T started on yet due to the unexpected arrival of my sickening cramps today. I'm watching the xiaoyanzi show now 'cause my mother has a sudden penchant for watching them bawl and scream on screen. So 'cause I feel like a sick dog (and I look like one too, according to dad), I can't be bothered to remove myself downstairs to watch something else.
Argh argh what shall I do about my tutorial??? I can't hold a pen properly without my hand trembling.
And Khin! I got your letterrrr! :) I'm gonna reply as soon as I can write again haha. Funny thing is that the envelope came looking totally unsealed. My sister theorized that the US mail carriers must have opened it to check if you were mailing either a) a bomb, or b) anthrax to me.
Oh dear they've tied up Erkang. That means double the tears flowing. And my mom's calling me to go watch 'cause I've been waiting for them to tie him up. She says I'm cruel.
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7:51 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
I think that life is too fleeting for you to brood and mule over the sadder things that have happened. It's easy for me to say it now when all I'm feeling is a discomforting sense of detachment from my emotions and at a time when I've convinced myself that I don't care about you, anything. Weird eh? I'm such a pendulum of emotions that I seriously scare myself all the time.
Had lunch at the cafe with Cheryl, Chels, Xiuf and Noelle before heading down to NUH with everyone minus Noelle to visit Weikong for the first time since his accident. My gosh I couldn't have been more mentally or emotionally prepared I think. I'd always known Weikong as this big strong guy who looked as if he could shove me down with one tiny push. But today. Was so terrible. The sight of him lying in his bed looking so far far unlike his former self almost made me wanna cry. In fact, I could feel myself tearing already. Sigh I can't imagine what it must be like for the people who love him the most. It must be infinitely horrible and just so so sad. But on a happier note, I'm real glad that his mom says he's shown a lot of improvement recently! Please continue to keep Weikong in your prayers everyone.
AC Idol with everyone plus Dree and her og member Hsi Lhiang. Two thumbs up to all the soloists who were absolutely fantabulous! I had a reeeeaal hard time deciding on who I'd vote for. Getting into the hall at 630pm was a total headache okay. We started queuing at 6 plus so we'd get decent seats and guess what - this councillor pops her head out at 630 something and announces that the door we'd queued at wasn't the door they were gonna open to let us in, and that the right door was the one right at the BACK of the queue. What the hell man. I mean seriously, my irritation level was just shooting up. My irridex was at the antagonism level. Haha! Here's application of geog for you!
Now that I pass through each day quite unaffected by what's going on around me, I don't really feel like blogging anymore. There are less emotions attached to the actions, which makes even blogging about my day seem rather redundant. 'Cause really, if I don't talk about my own reactions to something happening and just blog about what I do, period, then it's like keeping some scientific journal that's totally desensitized and offers a detachment from emotions. So I really try not to just talk about what I did today, what I did yesterday and blaaahh. It's really tempting to just blog like that when I DO blog, but what's the POINT really??
And I realise that my name starts to sound really weird when I repeat it many many times to myself and think of my name as made up of all the individual alphabet - k-e-l-l-y. It's like some made up word that doesn't really have a meaning. As does the names "Toa Payoh" and "umbrella". The more I think about the words in alphabetical terms and repeat them to myself over and over again, the more it seems to me that all words don't make sense. Like, what the heck is money actually? It's just some human-coined word that didn't mean anything to anyone before the English language was invented.
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12:21 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Today began with a seriously shitty lousy bang thanks to me and my stupid mouth. I end up having a spoon hurled at me and the basket is broken and cut up into minute tiny pieces. I want to make everything right again.. but I don't know where to start.
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4:55 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Okay. I've changed my mind and I think I may just hate you.
I may be a fickle-minded person in many aspects really, but I do think a lot.
Too much, sometimes.
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9:35 PM
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